Okay, Okay.

After a couple emails and some sad friends... I've changed my mind!!!

Nic CAN post the baby's gender after all. I know everyone's been anxious to know that! And I know she'll be bursting with excitement to tell anyhow, so there you go.

(and ha about that last post being the "last pg post" huh?)

It's before 6am on Saturday morning. I have seen nearly every half hour, definitely every hour... oy. Can you tell I'm a bit antsy?

Things I've been thinking about:

-hafta clean the toilets (why is this first on my list?)
-hafta finish the laundry
-hafta sweep the playroom (that requires picking UP the playroom)
-hafta iron Jamie's pants ... maybe some shirts before I'm laid up
-the car is packed... did I forget anything? (running over the packed list again and again)
-I still wanted to make another batch of fudge... do I have time for this? LOL
-ALL the Christmas gifts are wrapped, in my pregnant stupor, did I forget anyone?!
-vag or C, vag or C... what will I end up with? I think at this point I'm okay with either. I really am. ... I know I've put a lot of emphasis in desiring to try labor and attempt a "normal" birth but I really DO know that in the end it matters not HOW but THAT the baby comes out. I do know that deep down. In case anyone wasn't sure... *wink*
-Kris-- my sister-- and how she's coming to meet whomever is baby sooner than she could with Matthew!
-how hard it is living far away from family and friends in special times like this.
-how hard it will be for Nic to want to jump a plane but can't this time.
-how hard it was for me not to come swiftly when she had her son.
-how much I'm so grateful for her and her support and love
-how much I am so extremely glad my mom will be here this time--God willing!
-how much I wanted her last time.
-how wonderful my husband is...
-how much my son's life is about to change.

I'm sure there's more but that's just the things that come to mind first...